I am sitting on the beach, tapping on a laptop, people-watching, developing an awesome sunburn.
As a kid, I practically lived at the beach. I always sported sunburns in the summers, and my red hair always leaned more toward strawberry blond.
But then, suddenly, there was a time in my adult life when I quit visiting the beach altogether. In fact, I went years without placing a sole on this sand.
The irony, of course, is that I live a mile from the shore. Not far from my front steps are the whitest sands in the U.S., and the most ethereal Gulf waters known to man. And yet, I rarely visit.
What does that say about me?
I’ll tell you what. It says that I have been taking this beach for granted. I’m not sure how I started doing that, but I did.
Maybe it all started after my first beach job as a teenager. I spent upwards of nine hours each day on the blinding hot sand, setting up awkward beach-service chairs, sounding a lifeguard whistle at
rowdy teenagers, and hollering at little kids who yelled “Shark!” just for the heck of it.
“We don’t have sharks here,” was the official stance we lifeguards were instructed to take with the tourists.
After that, I went through a period when something simply changed inside me. I quit visiting our shores very often and found myself forgetting about our simple beauty. In other words, I ignored what was before me. Which is classic me.
Until recently.
Something has been happening inside me. Something interesting. I have been spending more time on the beach lately. Usually, I visit in the mornings, reading a book, trying to absorb the solitude.
I don’t know what’s come over me. I don’t know what brought this change.
Maybe I’m sitting here by this water because I’m getting older, and I’m realizing I don't have that many…