Remember when you were a puppy? You used to sit by the front door all day and wait for your mom to come home. Because this is what all dogs do.
One reason you did this was because whenever your loved ones would arrive and see you sitting patiently by the door, they’d be so full of emotion they’d blurt out, “Who’s a good boy?! Who’s a good boy?!” And inevitably food would follow.
The truth is, all you ever wanted to hear was that you were a good boy. This phrase made all the front-door waiting worth it. Although you don’t feel too “good” right now.
Right now you’re lying on your side and there is a tube attached to your paw, and the veterinary doctor is injecting something into your bloodstream. Your mom is holding you.
You are panting slowly. You’re trying to wag your tail to show everyone that you’re a good boy. But nothing is happening, your tail muscles are too weak. And you’re struggling to breathe. Your heart is slowing. The lights
are dimming. And everyone is grim.
“Buddy,” says your mom. Because your name is all she can mouth through her tears. “Buddy.”
Somehow, within the innermost depths of your brain, you know what’s happening here. This is something big. Something frightening. Something final.
It takes a moment, but you eventually realize why the vet has a drip line attached to your veins. You understand why this room is getting so dark. This is your end.
You’ve been sick. Violently sick. You’ve been in the ER, the doctor said you have liver failure.
You are briefly sad about this. Mainly, because you are REALLY going to miss your mom. Oh, if you could only communicate to your mom in human language right now. If only there were a way, you know exactly what you’d tell her.
First off, you would thank her for being…