She helped people die. Or maybe you’d say she helped them transition to the other side—whatever that means. She’s not a big believer in “the other side.”
Either way, she’s been helping people pass away for a long time. She has seen more death than most.
She’s a veteran nurse. She’s been in the business of end-of-life care for over 30 years. As a result, almost nothing startles her anymore. And if she’s being honest, she admits that she’s a little jaded, too. Maybe even cynical about the business sometimes. Bureaucrats.
But what she saw last Tuesday did affect her. In fact, she says it sort of changed her.
As she administered meds to the old man, making idle small talk, something occurred.
The old man was near the end when he saw someone in the room.
There is nothing unusual about this. It happens all the time. Dying people see deceased loved ones in empty rooms. They’ll have elaborate conversations with a great-grandma. Or they’ll see a miscarried baby, all grown up, sitting in the corner, smiling. Whether these are hallucinations or not,
she has learned to just go with it. It’s part of the job.
The brain does strange things when it’s in the process of dying.
“I see a woman,” the old man said.
“Is that right?” she said, still checking his oximeter.
“Yes, it’s a woman. She is standing behind you.”
The nurse glanced behind her and saw nobody.
“Really?” she said absently, going about her work, making notes on her iPad.
“She looks a little like you,” he said.
“Okay,” said the nurse vacantly, checking his pulse again. “What a hottie she must be.”
The old man muttered. “She has brown hair. She says her name is Carol.”
The nurse stopped. She stared at him.
The old man said, “Carol is talking to me. She’s saying something now.”
The nurse was all ears. “What’s…
