We were newlyweds. Our apartment was cozy. Cozy in a nuclear-fallout sort of way.
We’re talking 600 square feet. Our bathroom was barely big enough to shower in without sustaining a subdural hematoma.
The tenants below us had a flea infestation. Which meant the whole building had fleas. Which meant that I was always pausing mid-conversation to scratch my scalp.
Our lives were otherwise pretty good. My wife taught preschool. Which is code for, “wiping tiny butts.” Ironically, when my wife first interviewed with the school, she flatly told the preschool director, “I’ll do anything but wipe butts.”
The director simply laughed. Within 24 hours on the job, my wife had already wiped eight.
Meantime, my job was working with a friend, hanging commercial gutter. I hated it.
I was the kind of guy you’d bring to a nice cocktail party, and whenever someone asked, “So, what do you do?” I’d answer, “My life is in the gutter.” Whereupon cocktail party guests would ask me to refill their drinks.
But we were happy. And that’s the
thing about newlyweds. They’re nonsensically happy. My wife and I were always exhausted, overworked, underpaid, and just generally pooped from trying to make ends meet. We lived on ramen noodles, or if we were feeling especially lavish, Stouffer's lasagna.
But we were happy.
On the night of my wife’s birthday, however, she wanted to go out to eat, and we couldn’t afford it. We had $27.39 in our bank account. It had been a hard month.
Heck, it had been a hard last few years.
At work that day, I was feeling terrible, thinking about how poor we were. I almost asked one of my friends whether I could borrow money for a nice birthday dinner, but I was not raised to ask for money.
The people I come from would rather live in a refrigerator carton than beg.
So that night, I got…